Thursday, November 24, 2005
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ROGER ONG RUI FENG!YOU ARE OUR IDOL ALWAYS! ROGER WAN SUI!
-rogerfc always at 7:12 PM
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
RFC is gathering at nan's place for some crabs cooking session!
though we din really do a wonderful job the first time (cos it's damn spicy. all thanks to ken's secret mi ji. hahaha), we decided to try again. this time it will taste better! it will be nice! and i'll try to help out with something lah. hahhaa. i came straight from nyp. intend to play tennis in the morning but, it rain non-stop. but still, i'm the second earliest lah. roger and the rest still not here lah. ARGH!
paulin is trying out something new today. that time she make us tomato egg which is super healty. (only able to taste in hospital kind of food. hahhaa). this time she's making dessert! LOL
SHOOO! off we go. gonna get our crabs and ingredients! LUNCH TIME! a feeling that i love. cook as one, eat as one! TOTALLY DIFFERENT FEELING as compare to other dinner elsewhere. hahhaa
BYE!
-rogerfc always at 12:00 PM
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Monday, November 21, 2005
HELLO!=Dhow come not many people posted in this blog!? :( haha kidding. anws, today's monday. school holidays officially started. i miss rfc's presence b'cos it is a ritual for us to be tgt from mon to friday or rather, the whole week. :( i miss school.
fellow rfcians birthday this week. everyone please contribute a lil financially and uh, idealistically? haha. and we missed out sk's birthday which was in sept? hoho. and uh, chalets. i hope everyone let peipei knows if there's any plc of preference or any dates which you hope that the chalet takes plc. peipei will be in charge of the chalet cos i have no idea how to book through it online. call me a technology idiot i don't mind=D and we're thinking of having a small x'mas party at some plc wid a less-than-5-bucks-gift gift exchange session. budget and challenging, how exciting right!=D
people who got promoted to year two should all work very hard this holidays as well. do rfc proud and do yourself proud!=D people who are going to stay on in school should revise as and when too and those who are working i hope you all enjoy the short period of working life. haha. :)
no matter what, rfc will still be rfc and all our spirits and everything will nvr die =D
-paulin
-rogerfc always at 9:33 AM
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Thursday, November 17, 2005
Finally results are out, I had already expected to get retained. But instead I go superannuated, which means i got kicked out lar. The feeling was indeed sour and arghh. I didn't studied enough or Jc life just couldn't fit into me at all. These painful reflections in my room lead me into tears. Fuck. I know I can make it but why didn't I try my best. It's no use crying over spilt milk. Anyway what done has been done. Life has to go on no matter what. But I have to make a crucial decision that is to retain or by taking the poly route.
My aim is to be a secondary teacher, teaching math. Hey, don't laugh. I'm totally serious. Going poly, which definitely is tougher to achieve my goal but my friends are already partying to welcome me anytime. My mind is now in total confusion whereby I will soon break down any moment. Any advice or comment will just be another torture to me. Please spare me. I really don't know what is the next step in life. I'm really afraid I will make the same mistake which I did 7mths ago. I really regretted coming to Yishun Junior College but I never ever regretted meeting pals from Rfc. Rfc was started off by me, intending to stop Mr. Roger from opening his mouth. As you all know, he knows how to rap and crap a lot. Slowly, the fan club grew.
It's like seeing my child growing up. The feeling is just wow. I could not bear to part with them. Thus the remaining days, I just want to rot at home and Dota all I can. Seeing them again would just trigger drops of tears, which I wouldn't want that to happen. Leaving silently with those happy memories still afresh in my mind makes me contented. Those times which we spent together hanging out, chilling are sure to be missed by me. I must comment that Rfc really bring out the craziness in Yjc. To hell to those people who call us rowdy or lame. Sorry guys, I always pangseh you all. xP.
Nevertheless, I wished those who got promoted to really work hard in A’s Level. We had learnt a lesson that 平时不烧香, 临时抱佛脚, 佛脚抱不到, 佛祖踢一脚 that theory. It means we don’t pray daily and in time of needs we seek help from God. Instead of helping us, God kicked us. The last part wad added by me. Yupp. It finally happened and only hard work will lead us to success.
A=1, B=2, C=3, D=4, E=5, F=6, G=7, H=8, I=9, J=10, K=11, L=12, M=13, N=14, O=15, P=16, Q=17, R=18, S=19, T=20, U=21, V=22, W=23, X=24, Y=25, Z=26.
Using these as an simple equation. What makes a 100% successful person?
Knowledge? NO!
Wealth? NO!
Attitude! 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100%
Next, I almost forgot my Soon Kuey’s thesis. Haahas. If I’m perusing my Masters Degree, you have to read it. It is a crappy but sensible theory of mine.
If your parents are poor, you can’t blame yourself.
But if your parents-in-law are, then who else to blame but yourself. xP.
-rogerfc always at 8:42 PM
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
I went home, turned on my shower, sat down on the bathroom floor with my school uniform, reflected and cried. I let the shower beat down my face, tried not to make any sounds of crying. No one knows I cried in my family, except rfcians who read this blog. Which again, I doubt anyone would still visit because everyone's busy panicking about where to go. I just couldn't hold back. With so many things happening recently; all the tribulations, all these cryings, partings, who could? I feel damn tired. I really just want to give up my appealings, and just go to a polytechnic. But with all the memories etched in YJ, and the remaining few rfcians, I just couldn't bear to let go off the appeals. I tried talking to the Principal, Mr Chua, and Koh, but chances doesn't seem to be too good. If this fails, I still have to appeal one more time about my h2 maths. All this hpocrisy I have to put up with, putting up a humble smile before those with a knife in their hand. Tired. Everyone's giving me encouragement, comments, tactics and strategies. I tried telling myself to just preserve and continue the appeals, it's only 2 more days. I already told myself weeks ago, I cannot cry. I haven't cried for years. Not now. I have rfcians behind me. NO!
But today? I was already holding back "half tears" for a few days, then today, after all the tired, sad attempts to appeal, I let them down. Joel's left for thailand for a holiday, or is going to leave tomorrow morning, think he's going poly. Kenneth, roger, pei pei, sk, jwo, sp, joanne(?) are all leaving yj for other alternatives like poly too. Leaving only desmond and nic(?) retaining. Then there's me and paulin still desperately trying to appeal. After which is the others who got promoted. Congrats.
It took me great courage to write this up and put it on this blog. I didn't want to actually. I didn't want anyone to know I cried. Laugh at me all you want. I AM sentimental and fragile. I just want to say, RFC has played a big part of my life in YJ. In fact, it was everything. For the past 8 months, we have been through so much. From the sole purpose of just getting back at Roger for disturbing us, rogerfanclub was created. Then it turned out to be a gang of cocksters who are really really fun to hang out with, bonded with something special. A family. And now, everyone's going towards different directions, pursuing their different aspirations. All the best to everyone. Oh, about the swensens treat, does anyone still want it? Just want one more time for everyone to get together before we part.
Best is if you ever read this, don't bring this up to me. Don't console, or talk about it. I might just cry again. Forget the laugh at me all you want part. I don't think I'll give up appealing. Thank you jun nan for your really useful advices. Kailiang + desmond + chinkheng + nicholas + weijun + kenneth + junnan + jerry + joel + soonkwee + christopher + roger + shiping + shiqi + paulin + zebelty + wenjia + bertha + (i don't think I left out anyone right?) + me = RFC!!
-ShenG aka MonsterMonk (From cK),Sheng yu pian(From ShiPing), Botak(From Roger long time ago), Criminal 8838883(From Zeb), Dickhead II(From WeiJun).
-rogerfc always at 8:05 PM
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
thanks rfc for the present. really like it a lot. thanks thanks thanks... love you guys! haha. erm, yeah. let's continue playing hard... haha!!!!
-becca
-rogerfc always at 8:42 PM
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Friday, November 04, 2005
call me ah gua, call me sissy. call me whatever you like.
i just want to say. I LOVE EACH AND EVERY OF MY FRIENDS!
each of you make a difference in my life.
fellow retainees:
paulin - my sista always! even till when we are 60, we will still go town together. share almost all secrets. no one can replace you! you are important and essential to me! yet, she's a threat to most rfc guys! pro is tearing pocket and ripping off buttons from uniform! and splashing cold water at kentoh, firing water in the lib at anyone that she sees! but she nv threaten to tear mine cos i'm her dearest GEGE! =D
junnan - though we seldom talk abt serious stuff and you seldom share what's you are feeling deep within except hmwk matters and cock alot, still you are a great friend and essential to me. still, sorry for what i did. T_T *slap myself* everyone's favourite NAN KOR!
kentoh - a man that never gets angry. show great care towards fellow rfcians. GREATEST president of all club. WE LOVE HIM, dont we? you said you need a friend to acc you to take bus home? i'm willing to be the one! hahaha. ehh, i'm anit gay okay! =D
shiqi - my fellow cockster! self pro claim jay chou wife. queen of piracy! a strong girl. i'm here! talk to me if you have any prob! =D thanks for crapping with me in school and even msn. hahahha. we can talk abt anything! hahahha. and our next mission, 8am - 5pm in sch lib everyday! study for As. we have less than a year to prepare! quick, take out tys! what are you waiting for?
zeb - club queen! hahaha. the ben nu ren i will always remember. during V-DAY, on the bus? hahahha. and my gf in sch! shh. dont let *her know! hahahhaha. =p
the dragon babies:
roger kailiang soon kuey shengyu nicholas joel weijun ck desmond peipei shipingthough i may not be as close to you as my fellow retainees, still every individual here i have listed out make a diff in my life! because of
roger, we have rfc. and he's the victim of everything yet love disturbing others like there's no tomorrow. and supporting
peipei makes us bond even more and she sings very well.
shiping, the laughing queen and the one who always laugh at the slighest thing.
joel, the self pro claim beck who likes discriminating his own race.
desmond, the ah beng who knows how to sing hokkien song and likes talking all sort of cock.
shengyu, one of the quieter ones and yet the mastermind of all raping session. he is rewarded with many friends. he's loving it!
kailiang, the video man who likes recording down every rfc activities in his phone. be it rfc cake smashing day or raping scene, he will take it all down.
weijun, the rich kid who is worth 2.5million who is very enthu in vball and equally enthu in all rfc activities. a very steady and on person! seldom see him get angry and often, he will give in. a second kentoh i would say.
soon kuey is essential as he stops the rest from stripping victim down to nothing.
nicholas is the one who promote rfc and bring them to greater height. lastly,
ck is another victim of all rfc activities and he loves rfc to the core. a ps kia who promise to come but din come. but but, he has his reasons. and he will try his best to make it for all rfc outing! a steady and on person who goes ard nipplising everyone and it's damn painful.
did i miss out anyone? i hope not. i dont want this to end. continue to rawk my life for as long as possible! as what sq said, results is releasing soon. who's leaving, who's staying, i'm not sure. of course, i want all to stay! all the god above, let us stay as one pls. we dont want to be separated, do we? one week more and results will be release. i do cherish the time we had together. do you? you guys bring me beautiful memories! =D i LIKEEEE!
-from: you guess who?
-rogerfc always at 12:47 AM
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
in a few weeks time, all of us would be getting back our results.
cherish the times we have together.
because we never know if we'll still be together next year.
it's very sad to see friends who are once so close, becoming not-that-close after a while, and before you knew it, they're only hi-bye friends.
i'm glad i'm part of rfc.
i hope all of you are too.
forget about all the unhappy 'happening/happenings' that took place.
stay together.
please?
-shiqi
-rogerfc always at 12:04 PM
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'i can't believe that after all that we have been through, ten years, you know nothing about me. did you really think that i didn't say goodbye to you because you don't mean as much to me as the rest do? you're wrong, ross. i didn't say goodbye to you because it was the hardest.' - rachel, friends.
think of us, think.
-paulin
-rogerfc always at 11:05 AM
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