Finally results are out, I had already expected to get retained. But instead I go superannuated, which means i got kicked out lar. The feeling was indeed sour and arghh. I didn't studied enough or Jc life just couldn't fit into me at all. These painful reflections in my room lead me into tears. Fuck. I know I can make it but why didn't I try my best. It's no use crying over spilt milk. Anyway what done has been done. Life has to go on no matter what. But I have to make a crucial decision that is to retain or by taking the poly route.

My aim is to be a secondary teacher, teaching math. Hey, don't laugh. I'm totally serious. Going poly, which definitely is tougher to achieve my goal but my friends are already partying to welcome me anytime. My mind is now in total confusion whereby I will soon break down any moment. Any advice or comment will just be another torture to me. Please spare me. I really don't know what is the next step in life. I'm really afraid I will make the same mistake which I did 7mths ago. I really regretted coming to Yishun Junior College but I never ever regretted meeting pals from Rfc. Rfc was started off by me, intending to stop Mr. Roger from opening his mouth. As you all know, he knows how to rap and crap a lot. Slowly, the fan club grew.

It's like seeing my child growing up. The feeling is just wow. I could not bear to part with them. Thus the remaining days, I just want to rot at home and Dota all I can. Seeing them again would just trigger drops of tears, which I wouldn't want that to happen. Leaving silently with those happy memories still afresh in my mind makes me contented. Those times which we spent together hanging out, chilling are sure to be missed by me. I must comment that Rfc really bring out the craziness in Yjc. To hell to those people who call us rowdy or lame. Sorry guys, I always pangseh you all. xP.

Nevertheless, I wished those who got promoted to really work hard in A’s Level. We had learnt a lesson that 平时不烧香, 临时抱佛脚, 佛脚抱不到, 佛祖踢一脚 that theory. It means we don’t pray daily and in time of needs we seek help from God. Instead of helping us, God kicked us. The last part wad added by me. Yupp. It finally happened and only hard work will lead us to success.

A=1, B=2, C=3, D=4, E=5, F=6, G=7, H=8, I=9, J=10, K=11, L=12, M=13, N=14, O=15, P=16, Q=17, R=18, S=19, T=20, U=21, V=22, W=23, X=24, Y=25, Z=26.

Using these as an simple equation. What makes a 100% successful person?

Knowledge? NO!

Wealth? NO!

Attitude! 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100%

Next, I almost forgot my Soon Kuey’s thesis. Haahas. If I’m perusing my Masters Degree, you have to read it. It is a crappy but sensible theory of mine.

If your parents are poor, you can’t blame yourself.